除夕. 在温哥华.
丝毫没有过节的气氛, 连MSN上也是人影寥落.
前两天和妈妈的朋友一起去吃寿司, 一样的生鱼片,手卷. 他和他都不在身边. 想快点回到滑铁卢, 再和他去吃生鱼, 给他斟茶, 骗他喝酒. 可是我舍不得妈妈, 一个人在潮湿阴霾的冬日温哥华. 她说她喜欢, 我分不清真假.
不愿再去想和他能走多久了. 过去太高的期待太多的要求, 像是给感情戴上了分秒倒数的计时牌. 这一次从零开始, 要尽量把以前犯过的错刷清, 不任性, 不吵闹, 不想太多, 不要太多, 不问太多. 要独立, 不吝惜对他好, 也不去计较得失.最后即使结果不如人意, 也不要痴缠, 痛快地退回我们以前的关系.
多伦多过新年了, 温哥华还要等三小时. 看着MSN上字里行间若有似无的温柔, 心里也有莫名的暖流.
课程:
Introduction to Combinatorics
Sequential Programming
Computer Organization
Electrical Magnatinism
Statistics for Software Engineering
课程难易: 偏难
压力程度:中等偏上
平均睡觉时间: 凌晨两点-早上八点半
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So far I’ve been through 10 interviews, altogether got 3 offers and 5 ranks. Here’s the list of the company, title and partial requirement(common parts ignored unless emphasized). The process is long and hard. Hopefully I will be an interview pro by the time I graduate. (crying…)
1. Greater Toronto Airports Authority, Toronto Pearson International Airport
IT Analyst (Airport System), Missisauga
Type: Technical/ Behavior
Requirement: IIS, HTML, ASP.NET, SQL, Visual Studio.NET
2. Morneau Sobeco
System Developer, Toronto
Type: Technical
Requirement: DATABASE, system integration, communication skills
3.CIBC
Java Developer, downtown Toronto
Type: Technical/ Behavior (Both are very long and hard)
Requirement: Java, SQL, NT, ASP.NET
4. Innovapost Inc
Application developer, Mississauga
Type: Mainly Behavior
Requirement: Engineering or Technology or similar field of study, problem solving and communication skills, Visual Studio .NET
5. Bloomberg
2008 Financial Software Developer Intern, New York City
Type: Hard Core Technical
Requirement: GPA >75% Unix, C++, Object Oriented Design and development
6. Research In Motion
Engineering support associate, Waterloo
Type: Mainly Behavior
Requirement: ASP.NET, database, communication skills and passion
7. Regional Municipality of Durham
Internet Coordinator, Whitby
Type: Hard Core Behavior with some technical
Requirement: web technology and internet safe
8. Scotiabank
QA Tester, Stratford
Type: Behavior
Requirement: Communication skills, Unit Testing skills, programming expereience
9. MAYA Heat Transfer Technologies Ltd
Software Testing co-op, Montreal
Type: Behavior
Requirement:C, C++, FORTRAN, CAD
10. Canada Site
Web Developer, Ottawa
Type: Hard Core Technical and behavior
Requirement: Web based technology and database
这星期非常混乱，由于周末小病一场效率底下，这周一直在疯狂赶进度，即便如此也还离计划很远。
累在脑力，更在体力。每天从一睁眼风风火火到半夜，我真的渐渐忘记了原来我的性别是女这个事实。
懒得说话，贴照片敷衍吧
刚才签过了最后一张出勤表，这四个月的工作生活基本上结束了。
整理柜子，抽屉；墙上，桌上的摆设都收进大包；电脑里我的个人资料全部删除；电话里的留言全部清除；把我在这里留下的痕迹抹去。
这个座位，这幢楼，那个我常去的健身房，我常光顾的商场，连同WHITBY这座小城，马上就要成为我生命里的过去时。
这次的经验离完美很远，但是庆幸学到了很多，更庆幸我还有机会去接近完美。
下周一马上会有人接替我的工作，而我也会大步流星地迈向新的学期，接受新一轮的挑战。
当离合成为生活里不可避免的经常性事件，伤感便被降到最低，因为我已没有力气，没有时间。
There she is, Gwen Stefani. Another talented, tasteful, sexy, mature singer, fashion designer, perfect performer. My newly added baby to my classy legend women club. Can you believe she’s 38?
